Remains

It’s hard when you feel that people are slowly drifting apart from you. Those people whom you were with at the hardest time of your life, and then suddenly it changes. Yes, everything changes, but this change is hard. It isn’t healthy. Yes, everyday you are with them, but the feeling is different. When you’re with them, you still feel that there is a certain barrier that keeps you from them. And you don’t know what that barrier is. You try to bridge the gap, but the harder you try, the farther you become from them. It’s really hard when after all the efforts you’ve made, nothing seems enough. And it hurts badly. Really. This is because these people mean so much to you. And you’re afraid of losing them.

I woke up, checked the remains of last night’s discussion, closed my eyes once again, and then suddenly, a tear fell…